.perasmian penutupan & peletakan jawatan.

seperti yang follower sume tahu, this is where i'll write if i can't keep it alone or if i can't stand it anymore,
walaubagaimanapun, kini, saya dah ade tempat lebih baek utk bercerita, di k.a.a@m.n,
jadi, dengan ini, saya sudah tidak memerlukan perkhidmatan blogspot ini lagi.
oleh yang demikian, saya, azrina anak ahmad dengan rasminya menutup laman blog azrinadec@blogspot.com.
sekian,

[ [ azrina.ahmad ] ]

breaking the rules - words to myself

okay, dah lame dah xtype ni.
fuhh, baru abes test far n maf tadi, moderate.

whats new in my life?
urm, saya sudah terlanggar pantang larang yg saya buat first2 saya masuk puncak.
tapi xpee.
relax azrina relax.
stay dengan 'framework'.
yes,
jangan gelabah.
okay okay.
dah terlanggar nak buat mcm mane kan, go v the flow,
tapi bersedialah dgn effect2 nya lepas ni.
kalau it give a better result, then its fated that i broke the rule.
tapiii kalau ia suatu bencana!, jangan regret, calm down.
well, it just some part of ur lifecycle, to experience.

chill weh chill, jangan gelabah!

.imbau.

during this holi laptop saya buat hal, so semua folder dalam tu hilang,

including background cantik2 yang saya jumpa tapi xingat katne. alaaa. so saye menggodek godek balik pc rumah utk mencari jika terdapat sisa2 background. tapi,

lain pula yg saya jumpa,

gamba2 lama yang sangat mengimbau semua memori, di zaman sekolah.

team sidang redaksi @ team ponteng kelas atas urusan redaksi. haha.

gang belajar oo. ni muka tiap2 petang g library. hagaga. instead of belajar, this is what we do, haha. ;PP

menikmati akhir persekolahan while spm is bout 3 4 mths to go.

selain itu, kami;

meronggeng tiap tiap petang~~

berikut adalah gambar yg purposenya utk d masukkan ke dalam majalah sekolah;


&& zaman tyme tunggu results ;

ini steven, my crush. haha. tp dah lame dah.

when this pict was taken, all the girls scream like craaaazzy!

ini, nama dia amir, dia org iran, and everyday punn mesti die cari gaduh dgn saya. n he stinks, selalu bau arak. wekk!

&& juga kenangan mula2 ke Ulife.di jamuan raya.

suicidal, & the guys, haha. not related okay.

dan, jika dibandingkan dengan sekarang, semuanya sudah berubah, yang bersatu dah berpecah.

yang bertikam lidah dah berbaik.

ada baik dan buruknya, dan itulah kehidupan, wahhh

saya sangat rinduuuu dengan kehidupan yang tenang bersama security.

azrina.ahmad

[ [ posted ] ]

.error.

he scared me,
every single word, every single msg he texted me,
gave me worries.
does he still have any feeling twrds me?
he told me, he doesnt believe me nymore,
he doesn't believe my words,
he told me, im not more than a liar to him,
he call me liar a lots of time, but i didn't mind,
bcoz that what he thought of me.
i didn't mind,
bcoz he still befriended me.
but his messages shows the feeling.
the indescribable feeling.
i've told him i would NEVER be with him,
he's to good for me.
i'll just ruin his perfect life.

things' get more and more complicated.
i can't just stop contacting him,
coz i knw, coz my frens said so,
he'll lost his direction.

now, i'm pretending.
i always pretend,
maybe u'll call me a liar again n again,
but if i dont keep doing this,
who'll giv the support that i usually give?
who'll b ur tears when u wanna cry?
who'll listen to all of ur future plan?
i do this because i had to.
no intention to lie.
forgive me.

.cuti semenggu yang kurasakan sangat bosan.

during intersession, i really look forward for this 1week holiday, but it seems to be no fun at all,
with me gatalgatal grounding myself from using car (my sis') for 4weeks, and with all the dates i made but then been cancelled, the only things yang best during this holiday iss i make a lottttts of new friends, including enemy iaitu qila! haha. just go through my kebosanan schedule for this holi.

urm,
where shud i start,
ok, 25th tu,
after abes lcci, terus balik rumah, uncle ahmad n aunt zainon yang ambil.
sggah kdai mkn sbentar then terus balik.
sampai rumah petang dlm kul 3, buat laundry suma, susun atur barang then tidur sampai ke pagi xjagajaga, letih woo angkat barang suma.

26th, its friday, nothing much, sepatutnya date dgn muna tgk transformer, tapi dye belot, dye g dgn lee,
so, my dad nak betulkan tiles bilik yangg dah pecah pecah on saturday jadi the whole day kene mengemas,
segala baju dalam closet kene masuk plastic, ehh aimi kate supik gelenya.
barang barang suma kena masuk kotak.
2am, tidur.

27th, walaupun ade org dtg repair tiles tuu, aku still bangun pukul 12, heh, then rutin kehidupan yg biasa itu, n ish xde pape oh sabtu tu, kan dah kata, bosann.

28th, ni ahad kan, ok, rutinnya sama juga dgn sabtu, upacara membetulkan tiles maseh lagi berjalan, applied for jpa scholar, hope dapat.

29th, mundane monday, lepas subuh tidur bangun kul12, then rutinnya mkn bfast, on laptop tgk big bang, mkn lunch, onlineeeeee sampai parents blk kerja, then xde pape, uhh, bosan. );

30th, selasa, semalam kan? sama juga dgn ari senin, woke up at 12noon, had bfast, had lunch, online, call pn.ilmiah, parents balik kerja, tlg my mom for dinner, tgk big bang, sis janji nak tgk transformer esk tp kena cancel sbb cuti dia kena tarik, xde mood, tidur at 1245am kott.

omg, its the first of july! yeah, tp still, woke up at 12, had mild bfast, watched big bang, onlineeee sampai parents balik, haha, call pn.ilmiah, dinner, now, online, posting new blog, OMG bosan!

satu minggu yg merugikan duhh!

azrina.ahmad
sigh''

[ [ posted ] ]

.xsabar nii.

cepatlah masuk sem 3,
dah xsabar ni.
then cepatlah abes sem 3,
nak cuti sebulan,
xsabar ni.
then masuk sem 4, cepatlah,
xsabar ni.
then melalui intersesi,
xbest! tapi xsabar ni.
and then~~ grad! ahh cool!
cepatlah, xsabar nii.

xlarat lah.

azrina.ahmad
bosan dah tunggu

[ [ posted ] ]

.terus atau henti.

kalaulahkaubolehsabar,maybeadeharapan,tapikaupendesak.sikit.
so,rasemacamxdapatnakkateyesbuatmasani.teruslagijadikawan,
kalaukoxtahannakkawanje,xdapatlah.tapiifoneday,iseethepartthat
canmakemechangemyperceptionaboutu.maybeboley.sabarlaa.taw.

azrina.ahmad

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